I am running with?

Gosh, long time I felt I did not document my life. I feel is currently being pursued by time, and want a little scrawled letter by letter, writing that contains the story of my life, about what I feel, about what I experienced. This may not appeal to you, but it is very important to me. I dunno, I want to do this all the time really: to write my life story.

You've felt all day that "only" 24 hours or less? Right now I feel it, really feel it. Feel like doing many things not worth the time available. Sometimes I'm a little angry when I felt defeated by something just because the time available is less, less in the sense that not enough for me to get something done that. I do not know, I'm confused myself become.

Right now I also feel like a "penggombal" true. How many "good words" that have come out of my mouth. "The sentence both" here is the set of sentences "love" and impressive lebay if heard for the second or third time. Consider the following sentences: "I love you", "I miss you", "how are you, darling?", And so forth. Then you read it, I'm sure you're like me, will feel strange to say it again. However, what I feel at this moment, I'd love to say it over and over again, every moment, every day. I do not know for sure what this is. Hopefully you know what I'm talking about.

Right now I feel a dependence with someone. Want to know what he was doing every moment, every day. I have a new hobby at the moment: send sms at all times and "phone-teleponan" every chance. I do not know exactly to what I have accomplished all that. All I know, I just wanted to do, and do not need a strong reason for it. I dunno, again I was confused in this regard.

In the "phase" I feel that my life is getting "pursed". I mean, I was losing a lot of time with my friends around me, with people who are usually close to me. I prefer to get out from the crowd and spend my time with someone, tell him many things, ranging from talking about myself and what I do every day to listen to his stories about what he felt, as well as every day. I dunno, maybe I did have to go through "phases" of this.


Am I in love? Or are in love? I do not know for sure. I just hope I can go through all this with a wise, mature, and certainly not excessive. O Allah, Guide servant always in life. I know for sure, you really loved me.