broken heart, so sadly.

    Who had a broken heart?
    Who likes a broken heart?
    Even falling in love even now I do not want to.



Sore incisions in each blood who rustled
Vacant possession without permission heart
Tears just flowed easily

I'm still without the words
But sadly it did not stop reign
I tried to run
Eliminate all happened
I have been crying
But not too crowded missing

Either!
I wanted to scream out loud!
Even I do not understand what I think!
All jumbled without a care!
Hate, regret, pain, fatigue, longing, and even love, all I think.

This morning, I woke up with a vacuum.
The dream was so real.
He, who kurindu always, are still there for me.
Smile for me, spending time with me.
But once I realized if this dream, I can only smiled resignedly.
Even just a dream I was willing.
I so miss her.

Miss him.
He who never loved me.
He who tries to love me but never could.
He who never honest and I know his lies.
He who - even I could no longer be able to describe it

I do not know. . .
I was determined to forget this moment.
Seconds later I miss her.
I hate this moment.
Seconds later I still love him.
I pondered this second ugliness.
Seconds later I remember his kindness.
Seconds of this I cry.
Seconds later I was a genuine smile, sincere laugh.

I do not know. . .
I also do not understand.
Who I know, my heart is pained.
Destroyed.
Despondent.

Help me understand ...