Love Story Wrong

Honey. . . I want to talk about yourself.


Let me tell you again my friend, you must be bored but, listen to my story about someone I loved very much.

I told you about a woman, not that you love her, but so you know that kekasihkulah being told you about. In order for you to understand why I loved her and finally realized why I was so hard to forget.
This woman was very beautiful and interesting. Also full of mystery. Yes ... full of mysteries that will tell you at the end of the story is why I call it a mystery. Everyone wants to have it and make it a spouse, because she would fill and adorn the life of every man around him.

Then I met this woman and tell her that, life is a gift that God has created for us to live with various aspects of life is beautiful. And, it turns out I fell in love with my friend. I just realized that she is very apt to be made partner after our meeting during the three years.

I have not approached him or tried to seduce him then, because I know she is a woman who is very difficult to approach especially if to knit relationship with her. To me he was nothing more than a friend and nice girls are more appropriately used as brothers.

Then, pujaanku one night after our meeting today is increasingly reflected in the love said to me:

'Call me as your brother, not to mention names of people who often Pin me, when greeted me. "

I find there is love that can not be defined among us than our body language to speak, that we love each other and want to weave in a love relationship. I certainly do not directly through it with ties of love, because we need to know and understand each other. And, I found that very interesting personality, makes me never looked at and approached another woman more than anything else to put heart and had to give this love to other women.

Ah ... that's him. More beautiful than ever dreamed of getting a spouse. Over time our meeting, I was not able to stem the growing sense of melancholy that day can not be restrained by a combination of a smile, fresh breath and laughter sweet and beautiful aura which increasingly took on a reality with just one sentence. 'Love is beautiful' something that has not been able kudefinisikan flavor to the series of words other than enjoy it in the hearts, minds and feelings that will take me to a prolonged mirage.

There are beautiful words that always come out even if we are in dispute, there is respect even though there was a mistake and there is no teruraikan cry if only I, who was holding her, can read and interpret every drop of tears. There was a trial by ordeal that continues to come to us, but everything we had together in unity, because she and I would always share the burden so that we do not assume that their respective trials.

I just wanted to tell him, my love is always there in my mind. A very frightened by the words of farewell, so I promise to always be loyal and would never hurt her, so I instill in my heart there's only one love in my life is my beloved, my heart's idol, the woman who told you about. The woman who loves me, unfortunately it is always described with a good attitude, with a face that exudes joy and with a variety of gifts that are always flooded every space in the corners of my room and dozens of clothes that always brings me pride to want to continue to possess it. While I'm not a man who can express my affection and my love perfectly is, to a beautiful woman who was drowning in my love, except with the attitude of my heart is always on call, that I will continue to love him.

Who want to tell my friend that, she was always there to give me pleasure, she always gives me a cool story. I strongly believe him to share the top of each beben heavy and he would be a good listener and adviser, as I fell and sank into the pressure of this life. I believe he will always be faithful to live together with me.

After a long journey that is not our story may tell all my friend here and many stories that I could not tell you guys and girlfriends. Finally, the distance should separate us. Tercantikku first test for women and certainly for me that would be difficult to walk without his presence. There is a story short story and it's hard to forget, as we just talked until my boyfriend finally drops tears continued to flow as if we were going to split up for good. I just hugged him and said that we would stay together, I'm just convinced that this love will always be in my life. But the tears never stopped and runs at her sweet face with the word that brought us into silence.

'I felt that we would split up and I'm afraid if it happens. "

Anyway ... I said softly, with a warm hand caress and love that flowed from my whole life, until we were in love and ultimately indefinable Him only we complain, that here there is love and love of two people who were drowned in the flow of romance.

We still love each other, the distance and the increasingly rare meeting we can take it through communication with the phones are always convey messages of love. We still take the time to meet in this city with the love undefined though very brief. I was always convey a sense of melancholy and pengaduanku at will, always ask for custody and protection to women in pelukNya pujaanku always there.

How many men are ever and always close to him, everything he told me. I strongly believe in this woman's friend, so there was no jealousy in my heart, because I know her love just untukkku and years we've been through always brings failure in men who approached him because I was here there was to be loved and loved him.

My beloved is currently close to someone I knew, was asking the question lightly after their meeting. Ah ... for me it was just a test for the lover of the fair comes and turns. You know why my friend? Because in addition to beautiful and attractive female, she is very good and always exude an aura of happiness for every man are nearby. Adam natural that people like it and lucky for me can have it. As usual my friend, I'm not jealous because once again I say, that I believe his love of my life even though we're currently not in harmony. Maybe because it was build communications between them, I find his soul increasingly familiar. I try to stay away along with his increasingly disturbed me, dealing with someone who is more often a conversation between us. I try to describe and ask for her love.

What I saw was not true, I said to myself. My suspicion was not berasalan, though honestly, I was finally told for the first time in front of that, I'm jealous of the attitude and its proximity to the person who kept close to him and no response from the female. You would not believe my friend, he said that in his heart there is only love for me. Although expression said that her love is still for me, I feel there is an aura that he will leave me, so I'm increasingly fond of her until I finally arrive at the beginning of my story for me to reveal the mystery that is my friend. Rarely communication, even almost stopped in our love lives. Then, I decided to save my ego and start talks on the phone behind the faithful express my love for words, because of the look and demeanor has changed, and foreign to me.
Mystery of love and the woman who loved me told me shortly after the beginning of the brief conversation:

'I love him dear and here is no more love for you ...! "

Ah ... I just stopped my friend. Occasionally I reply to a conversation from a distance saying that, but I just stopped behind the helplessness and ketidakpercayaanku be what I heard. Then I told my lover from a distance of distance, is there any love there for me. My woman's only answer:

'I love you today as my brother, because my love is blossoming into another soul! "

So I say again from a distance, that I really loved the story and the story line we've ever been through, along with love and affection which ditebarkannya and bandages that have unfortunately led me to sink an irreplaceable love, until it suspended talks with the prayer that we end with the word good night.

A week later I saw, women who have pujaanku with more than half a decade, came to over to me with prayers and words of apology. But, I just looked at him without participating in the ritual prayer, along with my wounds of whack and makes me see red is accompanied by tears that kept flowing. One message that the separation is very painful and the most painful thing is when people we love most, which is always pinned on the words of love that hurt us with the word farewell.

'Put your arm on my chest, so you'll feel the pain I feel pity' I said to myself '.

My friend ... no matter how beloved the attitudes and actions, I still love him, because here there is love. I do not want to write words of disappointment and anger my friend, the love of her life has been turned. I better take a position to forgive him, so ill my heart, so I thought that my soul is tormented and shaken, so that my wounds are still not dry, not torture and mematikanku. To be my lover knows, that here there is only love, though he had been pinned in a supremely wounds. Maybe that's a difficult love kudefinisikan pal. I did it because I know there is genuine love here. I must live to love and mystery in our lives will still exist.
Make sure mate, some time you still want to hear the story about this woman who is very dear to me, because everyone is still a mystery in time we will go through. Pray for me from a distance distance pal, so I am strong and know the great secrets of His love. Am I wrong my friend, to wait for him here, with a heart and love that are still open for him, girlfriend, my lover and my idol.



For my loyal friend as I know, there there will be no end of love for me, for my friend who was in the mission field, for my pal who plays lighten my burden, for my friend I've ever loved, for my pal who celebrate birthdays in pain and for my friend who does not pal- know my story. Here I need your prayers.

And, for my lover who was in the fields of his love, I'm waiting here, to reap in the fields sowing the love we once shared.

Bandung, October 30, 2008, 15:25 PM



Dewinson



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Well ..., I want to forget you.

Let me tell you dear, surely you will not be bored and angry, in fact you'll be glad to listen and read my story about you my little buddy. Allow me also to call as 'love' even though I know it will make you drift deeper and deeper and will love us first. Actually I'm not agree you're telling me to buddy-buddy, but never mind ...

I told her about yourself, so that eventually you will understand my decision and finally love thee understand why I'm leaving you.

'My dear innocent'

Actually since we first met, I never liked you, let alone love you. You know, because I never reveals who is loved and prayed at the time. But you are indeed innocent, as I did not love her anymore, you always come with keluguanmu, so I understand that you're very suitable for dikibulin, dibohongin and used to be a temporary lover. Ah ... maybe you did not realize it because I come to you by being naive and funny too, and that's what makes you fall in love with me.

Finally, my guess is true, only the most visited and given little attention, the more you stick with me and increasingly paying attention to me. I'm a little love, but little affection. You know, why I just told my office that you're my beloved friend, it's actually just a small trick that you might not know, not necessarily also true if I were to tell them that you love. Anyway they did not know you and you're not going to ask them. Maybe I'm not introduce yourself to them. That's why I never tell people that we know that we are making love. Finally you also save a drowning to meeting our relationship. Ah ... you're not a lover who I thought was very naive and stupid. I salute will keluguanmu affection.

'My dear a crybaby'

You should be aware and understand that I do not like the guy crybaby, let alone to make it as lovers. You should be aware of the utterance-what I said before, that you were weak men who dare to cry only when there is a problem which dihadapanku menerpamu. Ah ... I can not imagine how the tears and a description of your tears when I said that I would love another soul. I bet you every day crying and crying. Basic sissy men. Honey, why did you tell my cries when we will be separated by distance. I used to cry not because we're going to split up unfortunately, so do not kepedean first. I cried because there will be no consolation to those who dance are crisp and not because of fear of losing your love. Btw, I still remember calling you that night, when after revealing the words apart in a very beautiful sunset. You're crying so hard and is very heartbreaking and wring my heart. You must have heard my cries behind the cell. I actually cried because hearing eranganmu, not because of fear of parting with you and now I've stopped crying, you're still crying. I can imagine the tears and your nose and your eyes must be very much swollen. Then the next day, you come up with a cry that termehek-mehek again reversed cell. Do you still remember my dear, I do not cry anymore, even laughing in the liver. Just think you were still unstable and in shock with my decision, so I did not laugh. Also could not bear to see you cry. You could still crying today, despite more than fifty days I express the words separated. Do not blame me love, pain and your grief is too much there because you love me.

'My dear a smart-ass'

Actually you are smart and very smart. But that you think is your only course. I thought of calling your little 'BOLNGA' stupid and ridiculous times yes means. Whether it's something. Deweeh better just darling. Darling is clever, Look at your grades from the elementary school or college when you're dibangku. Have your grades higher than me. Especially when talking NEM. Ah ... between heaven and earth care. What if we compare it in one semester, achievement index (PI) was never higher than me. IP terkecilku Even during college you never overshoots, IP must be menyaingiku two new semester. Many also true thy saying a pompous smart and really just an empty boast to me. You should know my dear, I know better than all of you talking about, even bualanmu about politics. You should be aware of love, that I was majoring in politics. But you still impose nonsense words and ends up making me sick and lazy to talk to you. Every conversation we had, it would always be you who love to dominate, although all that bualanmu already know. You should be aware of why I want to tell you. Because in this town that you only get smart, sometimes pretentious pintarmu what I see as the spectacle of buffoonery for free or you're rude to me dangelan only person who could be used to told to dance and jig-dancing. I'm glad to see the records that diponselku, until my cousin told me that you were camen (mentally handicapped), while viewing the tape that you're proud of that fact. Want to actually erased the tape, but when-kapanlah, after memoryku want to run out. Ah ... my love is stupid! When you change from the attitude that it was a smart ass. I doubt you can deal with your clients or friends of your profession. You always talk as if they were more stupid than you, but actually you were the smart-ass. Luckily I was impatient to hear that thy prating a pompous smart.

However you still love a smart ass. Thankfully you can not define any love story that we are in your writing. I was sure you were smart, the love just is not able to define, has been willing to seize and melt my heart. But, my darling, my lover, my idol. Do not until you define the story of our love on buddy-buddy, let alone tell you what ever we live. Let this be a secret we both love. Promise ya darling! You must understand and not too stupid with this I mean it. I hope you understand, darling, why do not have to tell you all our love story. But, if you do not want to tell anything. That is your privilege. Not necessarily the people also believe that bualanmu. They must have more trust me dear. Ah ... I remember the folly, the more I love you.

One again my dear. I always remember when taught you about the virtual world, so we can at least simply-emailan email and ask each other the news from the virtual world. But, my anger had reached out to teach you, you still can not. Actually I do not want their email emailan you. I just wanted to see her face when kuajarin ketololanmu cyberspace. How to face a smart ass will be embarrassed and do not move slightly when diajarin cyberspace. Whereas brethren elementary school may also be able to if just open the email. I'm glad to hear you doing that you can send an email. But, I'm sorry dear, I never back emailmu. Actually from the beginning I did not really want to approach to email-emailan with you. That is why, after you get ber_email ria, I do not respond to all messages through emailmu, so that none get even. Ah ... what your fate will open a law office, and do not you say that your boy dumb-dumb, when you're actually being dibodohin. My dear, you think you can not change password. So all your secrets can still be seen, is not I who made all the knick-pernikmu in cyberspace and of course I still remember your password. When did you become a smart babe.

'My dear arrogant'

You should be aware and not arrogant we love. I did it because I have not found a mooring liver. You were too ugly and no No wonder for me. You are too arrogant and snobbish but less height. Oops .. sorry, just Kidding. You should have realized when every trip we often say. If we're walking, you're better suited to be my driver and not a lover. But, when I saw your face was flushed with anger or shame, just one kiss, you'd happily go back felt that I was yours and I just love you. Actually you should also be aware of love, as I was told that a great many other people who approached me. I told you many times, you're still arrogant and believe that I will not turn away. Who you think you love! There have been many who do dibelakangmu with other souls. Fortunately, you're loyal, so every time I need you, you were always present immediately. That is why I'm so jealous you suppose is close to another woman, because I do not want my toys away and left me. Ah ... my dear. You're too dear to be abandoned. I just wanted to see, change and loss of blood sombongmu when I say that I do not love you. Hahaha. Sorry dear, I'm not fun of, but just saying the facts and reality. We still live in the real world, unfortunately. Do not be too high for the life of your dreams is that sometimes I can not reach them.

Well ..., do not be proud of all my gift, which you say has filled the space and corner of every room. Especially with the clothes I love, love that many flea products. You've already heard my explanation. Sometimes the price is less than ten thousand. Especially with a bag that often you pake to the office. Indeed there are expensive clothes that I bought, not because I wanted to give the best, but you are too arrogant to think that you look that was fashionable, even though your clothes were not good there, so I bought a nice let me if we walk together, we are somewhat equilibrium. Thanks yes dear, you have been with me as long as there in your town, you're loyal to lift my bag when I was shopping and around the various factory outlets. Naturally kukasih clothes, because if you hire the lifting of goods must be more expensive and may not be able to entertain like you. Sorry dear, I've never bought a pair of you, when we buy your pants once already in tatters. Not would not, but now rapidly distended stomach, but eating is still far less than me. Even if bought, would quickly narrow. Maybe you have worms now unfortunately, so much like tuh abdominal edema. But I like it with the increasingly bloated stomach it.

'My dear that is very loyal and always cheerful'

Thou shalt not too naive and too faithful waiting for my love there. Do you too whiny with mourning-ratapanmu to expect me back and do not be too faithful to arrogant, that I love you so much. I've found a mooring heart that is ready to listen and of course a different story with you. He is very smart and not as innocent yourself, although you may samalah crybaby. I still understand it, because he is young, unlike you who are old and next year is the age of 29 years. Until when are you going to wait for me dear ...? I'm just going to go back, if I want to enjoy keluguanmu and ignorance. When is dancing again dear? But do not worry dear, if I'm already getting fed up and put on my love, I will return unto you, but not to bind the faithful promise. So when I knew you would declare to the world about our relationship, I simply plug-horses and immediately pinned parting words. Yes dear, life is full of mysteries, I also do not know what will happen next. Ah ... the beauty of life is love, can meet you. People are very unique. This unikmu, when I say that I like because it is unique. Very unique. Anyway geeky, innocent, nice to dikerjain, dikibulin and dimarah-marahin. Anyway digimanain also must be faithful and always cheerful. So, you've realized it, why I left. Want disakitin too, will surely continue to forgive and love me and ultimately you're very disappointed when I've found a mooring heart and betray you. Semogalah you remain cheerful affection. Thanks also to work on me, O dear.

I'm sorry honey! My writing a bit longer and more quality of your writing. In fact, the fact why I do not want to read the writing-writing that you are always proud of it, because I'm so much smarter than you and of course write a lot more interesting and crisp to read. Yes my dear, love is beautiful, but look for real love and real, so you do not enjoy the mirage of endless love. Do not misunderstand my love dear. And, no longer are you loyal to commemorate our love story or the faithful to see that often you visited my house first. I buried all the memories with you already and I kicked with a vengeance. Hmm, just like when you kick I kicked a stone at our last meeting and had come flying shoes. Ah ... The foolish and stupid man. If it is still hard to forget also our story, our love story just Going forward my house that used the river front. Now's the season hujun, would soon flood tuh. But, the innocence and ignorance still remember why. Manatau more stress and headache or back office work fuss with my love, I would remember something funny with you. I think fits you care to join bolot Cs. Let gathered you fools, bolot and countrymen, to entertain our society is increasingly filled with the pressures of life.

My dear ...! My love ...! My idol ...!

I must say the words that are painful for you, so you get out of keluguanmu, kepolosanmu and ignorance. I hope you do not need termehek-mehek and shed tears with my words, but instead was cheerful, smiling and dancing around to face the reality of life. Sorry for my love is too painful for you. This is unfortunately a fact of life. Everything is still a mystery, I will not know what will happen to my dear future. Find the answer to that mystery in his saying. I'm sorry if you're dear to me and finally I left. I keep praying for you darling, so you get the best for your life partner. Anyway better than me.
Hopefully, my dear ...!

'Enjoy life without my love, goodbye my dear ...! "


For the lover who loves me so much, all I know love will never end for me. I love you. I love you darling. MaafkanSayang ... I want to forget you.


City we love, November 4, 2008, 16:25 PM

With Love

Affection ...



To my dear ...

Honey, I've received replies writing. Ah ... I can not comment on your writing dear. But, only you care about who will reward the writing of hundreds of other buddy-pal. Maybe also my writing never came to their hands or they just give prayer support for me, because I will never look forward to replies from them, even from you.

It may be true too yourself darling, I was too ignorant and naive mean your love over my life. I should have been aware of since our first meeting. From the moment the vibration of love, I should be smart and take steps sacred. Surely we are currently in the eternal bond of love, which was tied by his love. Ah ... maybe I'm too dumb affection, above all the warnings I have ever heard in line with undefined love me. Unfortunately I realized my attitude, though I never thought this is what the fate of the lover's will, which was sunk in the fields of grief, which unsheathed in a prolonged and painful the incessant stream of droplets of tears of pain are unstoppable.

Come on honey, I know what's stupid for this world will be used to embarrass the wise men. There was no pain and suffering in my life associated with a series of interesting to read your writing. I actually cheered and laughed, because unfortunately there is some truth in your writing. Although I just sometimes feel humiliated along with my love and my folly to love you. I'm definitely going to give a reply on the paper-writing with a story that can be refreshing and provide a laugh for us. Indeed love of mystery, but there must be an answer to the mystery of that love. Ah ... it is also true you love, you're very dear to be forgotten. Especially when I know that you're very clever to write.

Duhai pitiful life, duhai life that is full of mystery. I just believe, there is His love that will bind the hands of each of the wounds and pain in my heart. There were warm hugs that will bind every ill in the inner pressure. Ah well ... what's in it I tell you this wound. I want to be wise and take something beautiful in our story. Maybe this time I was very difficult to move the heart to another woman, but I'll try it unfortunately.

Unfortunately, regarding the password change it has yet, but someday I'll change. Regarding clothes, going from a flea, want to have a father, mama, ade-ademu or helpers, going from the clothesline tetanggapun you take, to me it is something beautiful. Especially clothes. Ah ... the beauty is terkataken. Honey, do not you tell me ignorance-ignorance to others, it is enough stupidity-you who know my folly, I will always keep our love secret. Let only we who know our folly. Period I tell you that you never ee dicelana and all other folly.
Ah .. love ... never mind. Wish I had from a distance, unfortunately, in order to quickly recover from the wounds of this love story is wrong ...