Own

This would not be bitter laugh.
All told a joint at the time.
But his eyes could not keep awake.
If you also feel.
It must be not just talk.
I would sadly still no one cares.
Try to understand.
I do not want to own

I call
continued shouting until the collapsed cliff
but only close to my ear I hear an echo
I'm looking for who's running
all become so common
when there was no sense of urgency in the chest
I really miss
although not know to whom
one by one has been missed
but my gut still not damped

all words without meaning
every face without a blush
I'm still grateful no black world
but although no better gray
because all the colors so hollow

the past is still there
and today everything seemed close
but I realized
all just movement without life
not entertain
but ridicule and demeaning
because of the past have a future as well
and I stood among them

I knew if the world continues to walk
and time will revolve
I feel clear all
but I need something
strength
not fear
how can I believe?
if you cry and laugh at the same time
and everything you say
only lip without rhythm
that all sounds ridiculous